Have I Got a Job for You.........

Had an interview yesterday. It was interesting to say the least. A stoner/dealer who, some 11 years ago, figured out he could sell marijuana without getting arrested by becoming legit and opening a "lab". That lab has taken him down some interesting roads and now tests THC/CBD, soils, water, asbestos, etc. You have a need, he has a test. The job had a casual atmosphere and sounded kind of fun, if not a little precarious. The interview went along swimmingly, and I think I had the job in the bag....UNTIL he mentioned that the bookkeeper was their backup receptionist. I asked a few questions and stopped the interview. They needed their bookkeeper to work one 8 hours shift behind the receptionist counter. Behind a sheet of plexiglass. With mandatory masks. In an office located right on a busy street. I could not here one word the receptionist said. I had no reason to believe it would be any different from the otherside of the plexiglass.

Feeling low, low in value, having little to offer, a blow to the ego. It's ok. I can feel this and move on but today it's how I feel.

My youngest comes on Sunday and child #3 comes on Monday. As a mom my heart is full. I will miss the other two tremendously but I will get it where I can and be content in it.

I will perk up on Sunday for sure.